I wander a lot
My mind drains
I try to control
But all in vain
I keep on thinking
Lost in thoughts
I wonder a lot
But all is drought
I Love being away from reality
Admiring the fascination
By going wild
Dwelling my imagination
Sometimes I feel
I lost my mind
But it’s so peaceful
No pain is rewind
I love being this way
I don’t have to cry
Away from all tensions
My emotions wry
Reality is being fried
Full of challenges to fill
Have to face the world
With all your will
I have to be strong
Have to put my best
To fight to be number 1
Leaving all the rest
It’s a mega struggle
And it whacks my brain
It’s too much for me
To handle the pain
I can’t handle it anymore
I am too tired doing all
Somewhere lost in crowd
Beneath the wall
I miss you my best friend
Where are you?
Please help, come to me
I need you…
I wish I could go back to sleep
Where everything is merry
Where I don’t have take tension
Everything is sweet as cherry…!
Yes I am weak
Can’t take anymore
I am tired
Want to walk offshore
NO…..!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can’t breakdown
Have to collect myself
And move on
Yes I am tired
And I am sad
But what am I doing?
Have I gone mad?
Can’t leave halfway
I won’t be me
I have learnt to face challenges
But I also want to be free!
It’s difficult to express
What I feel
My real pain
Is rather hard to deal
Sometimes I think
I should stop bothering
But will my mind
Block me from worrying ?
It’s a never ending fight
But I have to see who survives
My angel or devil
Who is better I shall derive
I am the biggest enemy of myself
But also the best motivator
I can’t give up like this
I won’t be such a martyr
I love my sleep
But underneath
My blankey
I also weep
I am hurt inside out
I want to move away
But I have to stay
Just can’t run away
Though sleep thoughts imagination
Seems better place to be
But it doesn’t fulfills
My reason to be!
People know me
They know me well
And let me tell you Ms. Inner soul
I am going to escape from this hell
It’s just a phase which will pass by
I‘ll be happy soon
I think I have to wait
For couple of moons
Everything is set
So you shut up
Do your heart beating quietly
And don’t dare interrupt!!
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